Now it's 283 days of sobriety. Don't know how to measure that with codependency. Felt just as codependent this morning as any morning. I think I dealt with it better than usual, though. Feeling extra sensitive to the fears and worries on my little plate at the moment and very lonely with it. Turning it all over to HP. The feelings of fear and inadequacy will change.

I have more on my little list than I think I can get done, today. Fell asleep early and woke at 5:38 am. The first raven called at 6:41 It's Monday morning and I'm taking steps. Every other moment I feel disoriented. My life, habits, beliefs and all have been under review and are being reoriented. God gifted me with a colorful bicycle that I still owe $50 bucks for. There's a check in the mail but I slipped and let the PO Box expire and all mail was returned. A few other things have to be caught up on. Little steps on the list. At least I've started writing a list!

Others in town seem troubled or angry. I'm glad I'm me, though not sure what that is right now. I'm grateful for a place, tools to work with, friends, a bike and good weather to begin the new day and new week.